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[26 Oct 2004|02:50pm] |
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Why do I feel like I have no free time =/
I wish I could hang out with Alyssa more
I gotta go to work
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[21 Oct 2004|08:20am] |
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I like my life :)
I think that's the first time I've ever said that...
It kindof feels good...
I'm going into the city today...
We are doing boring stuff, than going to China Town...
I can't wait, I love China Town...
Edit: What the fuck? How does this icon mean 'Happy'?!
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[16 Oct 2004|08:01am] |
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Oh man, yesterday was insane
I had alot of fun at Alyssa's ^_^, we went to 7-Eleven and stuff, it was quite a fun day
Later, at at Waldbaum's, I broke the computer! :O
Than Chris Neves (Seven backwards :O) punched the computer screen, and one of the color tubes broke, which made it turn green-ish, it was crazy.
So yea, I go into the city in like an hour, I should go get ready :D
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[14 Oct 2004|11:15pm] |
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The feeling that your done
Ready to call it quits
Father yelling
Mother sleeping
Sister doing who knows what
You... crying on the inside... yet still talking back
Still talking back... but your right!
And you know you are...
It's not your fault you can't call home
Sure you could have
But maybe that isn't the top of your priorities.
Your 17, and you have to check in?
And if you don't, you get yelled at
Wishing you didn't throw out that box cutter from work.
I tell him that he just made me hate my life some more
His stoner ass tells me that it's pretty lame
That something like that would make me feel such hate
Well fuck you dad I've had enough of your shit
You don't say that one day you will beat the shit out of me
Better yet, you mine as well now, when I can't beat you
If you hold out, I will be bigger than you
I will make you appologize for this very day
The day of October 14th, the day that I started in curtusy
The day that Alyssa sang me a song
The day that I waited for Jess
The day that I when the clock struck eleven I started writing
The day that you will forever appologize for
Quit your drugs, I've had enough
Telling me I don't make the rules
Well fuck you, once again
You don't make the rules either
You shouldn't be such a fucking hypocryte
Your making up your own rules as you speak
Rules that your allowed to smoke pot?
Your my parents, and maybe if you didn't
I would have a better life.
That's your job, your supposed to support me
Fuck this shit about me having a job
That doesn't mean I have to pay for my lunch
Why do I even waste my finger strength on your sad, pathetic life
Why do I even let my mind think about your stoner-self.
Why is it that I still love you
Remember... October 14th
I won't ever forget the date, and I will make sure you don't
It's written on the wall
October 14th
The day I didn't call home
The day that the hate grew for the stoner named Daddy.
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[11 Oct 2004|10:39pm] |
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Your full name: Michael Joseph Purdy ( you call me that you die)
Height: 6" or 6'1"
Natural hair colour: Brown
Eye colour: Brown
Number of siblings: 1
Glasses/contacts?: Nope
Piercings: Two
Tattoos: Nope
Braces?: Nope
FAVOURITE
Colour: Yellow, Purple, Orange, Black
Band: Dong Bang Shin Gi, Singer: BoA
Song: M-flo loves Ryouhei Yamamoto & Melody - Miss you
Video game: Too many to name
TV show: Atm Joey
Movie: Amerian History X or Nightmare Before Christmas
Book: Ender's Game, Followed by Eragon
Food: No clue
Game on a cell phone: Snake
CD cover: www.cdcovers.cc
Flower: none?
Scent: Sex
Animal: Liger
Comic book: Abortion Man!
Cereal: Grape Nuts
Cartoon: Family Guy or Simpsons
DO YOU
Play an instrument?: yea
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: nope
Like to sing?: yea though people don't like when I do
Have a job?: Da'Baums
Have a cell phone?: Broken
Like to play sports?: some
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Have a crush on someone?: yup
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: yea
Have any special talents/skills?: sure
Excercise daily?: no
Like school?: no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yea
Speak any other languages?: kindof
Go a day without food?: yea
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yea
Read music, not just tabs?: yea
Roll your tongue?: kindof
Eat a whole pizza?: yea
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: yea
Cried to get out of trouble?: yea
Gotten lost in your city?: Manhattan yes
Seen a shooting star?: yea
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: no
Had a serious surgery?: no
Stolen something important to someone else?: yea
Solved a rubiks cube?: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yea
Cried over a girl?: yea
Cried over a boy?: no
Kissed a random stranger?: no
Hugged a random stranger?: yea
Been in a fist fight?: yea
Been arrested?: kindof
Done drugs?: yea
Had alcohol?: yea
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: yea
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yea
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: once, yes
Swore at your parents?: yea
Been to warped tour?: yea
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: yea
Been in love?: yea
Been close to love?: yea
Been to a casino?: yea
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no
Broken a bone?: yea
Gotten stitches?: yea
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: yea
Made homemade muffins?: yea
Bitten someone?: yea
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yea
More than 5 times?: no
Been to niagra falls?: no
Burped in someones face?: yea
Gotten the chicken pox?: yea
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: after dinner
Went to the bathroom: see above
Saw a movie in theaters: dunno
Read a book: ender's game
Had a snow day: a while ago
Had a party: the only party that was held at my house i was away
Had a slumber party: dun remember
Made fun of someone: today
Tripped in front of someone: today
Went to the grocery store: today, work
Got sick: two weeks ago
Cursed: just now
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: fruit
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: on
TV/movie: movie
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: cash
Pillows/blankets: pillows
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/mexican food: chinese
Summer/winter: winter
Snow/rain: snow
Fog/misty: fog
Rock/rap: rock
Meat/vegetarian: meat
Boy/girl: girl
Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake
French toast/french fries: fries
Strawberries/blueberries: straw
Ocean/swimming pool: pool
Hugs/kisses: kisses
Cookies/muffins: cookies
p33n/bewbz: bewbz
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Emo/goth: goth
Pink/purple: purple
Cat/dog: dog
Winter break/spring break: winter
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?: alot
Do you have a best friend?: yup
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: yea
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: "Shit, I forgot my helmet inside"
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: yup
What friend have you known the longest?: Jason Vega
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: Yup
If so, what is it?: I fucked over Jason Vega upstate
How often do you spend time with your friends?: not as much as i would like too
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: hmm...
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: yea
Are you single?: yea
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: yea
What is your idea of the best date?: just sitting and talking with a bunch of friends
What was your first kiss like?: exciting
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: kindergarden
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: yea
Have you ever been dumped?: yea
Have you ever dumped someone?: yea
This survey was taken with the help of SurveyTaker. Huzzah!
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Two words...
Party
Bus
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[04 Oct 2004|01:00pm] |
| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| mybestdayisgone goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Ash Catchem. | | coolhanderik tricks you! You get a dead frog. | | danikinns gives you 3 brown blueberry-flavoured jelly beans. | | enj0i gives you 12 green spearmint-flavoured wafers. | | hateroflivejrnl gives you 6 white cinnamon-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | hopperpass tricks you! You get a scratched CD. | | pal tricks you! You get a wet rag. | | premo_maggot gives you 6 red-orange grapefruit-flavoured jelly beans. | | samsara86 gives you 10 pink strawberry-flavoured gumdrops. | | torycube tricks you! You get a wet rag. | | ziti tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy! | | mybestdayisgone ends up with 35 pieces of candy, a dead frog, a scratched CD, a wet rag, and a wet rag. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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[02 Oct 2004|11:00pm] |
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No! I'm fucking done with this shit... Yea, I'm fucking sick, and? What am I really getting better for? So I can go back to work? So I can go back to band? So I can go back to school? NO! FUCK THAT! THE ONE REASON I WANTED TO FUCKING GET BETTER WAS TONIGHT! Homecoming night, my fucking senior year, spending it inside my house. It's fucking bull shit! There is no reason for me to be eatting dinner at fucking 9pm on a fucking saturday night with my family and my aunt. I should be fucking out at a party getting really drunk or something. I've wait 3 years so I can go to the 'Senior Party' and now the only party I'm in is a fucking party on City of fucking Heros. I've had enough, talk to you all later if I decide to let myself live that long.
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[22 Sep 2004|12:29pm] |
Name: Mike
Backwards: ekiM
Screenname: WeAll Love Purdy
Date of birth: March 18th, 1987
Place of birth: Mineola, New York
Current location: Meh Chair
Religion: None, fuck god.
Height: 6 or 6'1"
Shoe size: 12
Hair color: Black now
Eye color: Brown
How old are you mentally?: 17?
Do You Have...
Any sisters: Yup, one
Any brothers: Nope
Any pets: DAWG! Meh lizard <3
A disease: No?
A pager: Used too.
A personal phone number: (516)-398-4412
A pool or hot tub: =/
A Car: Nopers
Describe Your...
Personality: Fun?
Driving: I drive good I think, though I put one foot on 'Gas' and one on 'Break'.
Car or one you want: VW GTI 1.8T
Room: Messy as hell.
School: Bootleg
Relationship with your parents: Good.
Do You...
Believe in yourself?: I suppose.
Believe in love at first sight?: Not really.
Save your e-mail or conversations: "F-That"!
Believe in reincarnation: Nope.
Like to make fun of people: Yup.
Like to drive: Yea.
Get motion sickness: Nope.
Eat chicken fingers with a fork: Once again, "F-That"!
Dream in color: Yea.
What Was/Is (or Are)...
Right next to you: Yu-Gi-Oh! Poster.
On your mouse pad: Don't have one.
Your dream car: Ford GT90
Your dream date: Dunno.
Your dream honeymoon spot: I think that's a little too much planning in advanced.
Your dream husband/wife: No clue.
Your bedtime: Whenever.
Under your bed: PORNO... nah, nothing.
The single most important question: Do you belive in God?
Your worst fear(s): Really close spaces that I can't get out of.
The time?: 12:20pm
The date?: 09-22-2004
The weirdest food or drink that you like?: Red-Bull?
The stupidest thing you've said?: Once I told someone to "STFU" in person...
The worst feeling in the world?: Too many...
The best feeling in the world?: Not sure.
Favorite...
Number: 9
Color: *sigh* So many... Black, Purple, Yellow, Orange.
Day: Last day of school.
Month: March.
Food: Hot-Pockets.
Season: Winter.
Sport: I guess Lacrosse.
Class: Increase the Peace.
teacher: Mr. Castallano (damn I can't spell)
TV Show: Family Guy.
Radio Station: Anything hosted by Digitaly Imported.
Animal: Lizards
Flower: Eh?
State: No clue, I suppose New York.
Love + Relationships...
Do you have a bf/gf?: Nope
Do you have a crush?: Don't think so.
Why do you like this person?: - - - - - - - - - - - - -
How long was your longest relationship?: 8 months I think it was.
How long was your shortest relationship?: 2 days.
The Past...
Last thing you said: "Alright man, thanks for the ride"
Who is the last person you saw?: Kevin
Who is the last person you kissed?: Dunno ::ponders::
Who is the last person you hugged?: Michelle Yuu
Who is the last person you fought with?: Sister
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: My mom.
What is the last TV show you saw?: Simpsons.
The Present...
What are you wearing?: UFO's, Yankees shirt.
What are you doing?: Filling this thing out.
Where are you?: My room.
How are you feeling?: Alright.
Are you in a chatroom?: Nope
The Future...
What day is it tomorrow?: Thursday.
What are you going to do after this?: Sit around.
Who are you going to talk to?: Majdi.
Have You Ever...
Done anything illegal?: Yup.
Wanted to die?: Yup.
Hit someone?: Yup.
Etc...
Do you write in cursive or print?: My slop.
What piercings do you have?: 2 earrings.
Do you drive?: Occasionally.
Do you have glasses or braces?: Nope.
Self-Evaluation...
What do you most like about your body?: Nothing.
And least?: Fat.
Do you think you're good looking?: Nope.
Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: Sometimes.
Do you look like any celebrities?: Yea.
Fashion...
Do you wear a watch?: Not really.
How many coats and jackets do you own?: 1 or none.
Favorite pants/skirt color?: I wanna get yellow UFO's
Most expensive item of clothing?: UFO's I suppose.
Most treasured?: None.
What kind of shoes do you wear?: Converse.
Describe your style in one word: Me.
How long does it take you get ready in the mornings: Too long >.>;;
This survey was taken with the help of SurveyTaker. Yay!
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[17 Sep 2004|10:35am] |
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1. Full Name? Michael Joseph Purdy (ever call me that, you die)
2. Who were you named after? Eh?
3. Which finger is your favorite? Pinkie, the most overlooked finger of them all.
4. Have you ever sang into a hairbrush? Yes. :D
5. When did you last cry? On Wendsday, thanks to American History X.
6. Do you like your handwriting? I love it actually, it's sloppy, but I really do love it.
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? Bologna
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? I stole a Spice Girls cd from James Kelly's sister.
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with You? Probibily
11. Are you a daredevil? I suppose, but to an extent.
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yup
13. Do looks matter? People say they don't, but they do, just not as much as people think.
14. Have you ever said a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Oh yea, plenty of times.
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? As in there is always a good outcome? Nope.
16. Do fish have feelings? Yup, cept for claims, they don't have a central nervus system... ( Thanks NoFx /no1 )
18. How do you release anger? Yelling, Writing, Bitching.
19. Where are your second homes? All my friends houses I guess.
20. Do you trust others easily? Yea, guess thats a downside to me.
21.What was your favorite toy as a child? Deffinatly Legos, they still are.
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? Family Living.
23. Do you have a journal? Obviously.
24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yup, I just did :o.
25. Do you have a crush on a lad or girl at the minute? Not really...
26. What do you look for in a boy or girl? Eh, I'm not too sure. Humour?
27. Do you get along better with girls or boys? Either/Or.
28. Would you ever bungee jump? Oh yea, it looks like fun.
29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Unfortunatly, I have to, stupid Converse's.
30. Do you think you're strong? Haha, according to Victor, I'm "Strong".
31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough.
32. What's your favorite color? Purple, Yellow, Orange, Black.
33. How many wisdom teeth do you have? I think all of them?
34. How many people have a crush on you right now? No one?
35. Who do you miss most right now? Chau.
36. Do you want people to send this back? Eh, I really dont' care.
37. What are you wearing right now? My boxers.
38.What are you listening to right now? Sublime, Self-titled, April 26th 1992.
39. What was the last thing you ate? A taco last night.
40. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? British Racing Green.
41. How is the weather right now? Looks kindof muggy.
42. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mike Voege last night.
43. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? If they are at ease or not.
44. Do you like the person who sent this? Yup, my very close friend Blaine <3.
45. How are you today? Kindofanxious, I want to start Customer Service already >.> .
46. Favorite drink? Club soda with a Lemon.
49. Siblings and their ages? Melissa, I think she's 21.
50. Favorite months? March.
51. Favourite food? Hmm... Veggie Lasagna is pretty nice. That or Double Decker Sandwhich (Peanut Butter Fluff Jelly... PBFJ).
52. Last movie you watched? American History X.
53. favorite day(s) of the year? Last day of School.
54. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Nah.
55. Scary movies or happy endings? Neither. Tragic endings.
56. Summer or winter? Winter.
57. Hugs or kisses? Both!
58. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships that don't suck.
59. Do you want your friends to write back? Eh, it's up to them.
60. Who is most likely to respond? No clue, probibly no-life Owen <3.
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[04 Sep 2004|01:00pm] |
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I think I truely hate my life... I get asked to work Saturday, I tell them 1-4... So why the fuck do I get a call at noon telling me that I should be in, and that I'm working 12-5:30. It's fucking bullshit, and If I'm on express, they really are going to hear it. I'm tired of this shit, maybe now they realize why so many people quit. "When I was your age I would work as many hours as I can, the money helped"... WELL FUCK YOU SUE, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU DID AT YOUR AGE! I'M PRETTY FUCKING SURE IT WAS JUST YOU EATTING ALL DAY YOU FAT SLUT. God damnit, I fucking hate this. I have to take a shower, be back... who knows when >.>
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[ Current Mood ] Crappy
[ Current Music ] Nobuo Uematsu
[ Current Taste ] Sprite Remix
[ Current Make-up ] Nothing o_o;
[ Current Hair ] Short
[ Current Annoyance ] People
[ Current Smell ] Cigarettes
[ Current Favorite Musician ] Nobuo Uematsu... represent!
[ Current Book you're reading ] Speaker of the Dead
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] umm... pink-ish nail color
[ Current Refreshment ] Sprite Remix
[ Current Worry ] Hope I'm not on express tommarow...
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Marcia
[ You Talked to ] My sister
[ You Hugged ] dunno
[ You Instant messaged ] Blaine
[ You Yelled At ] My sister
[ You Kissed ] Melissa Gross I think :o
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] Sue
[ Slap ] Sue
[ Get Really Wasted With ] No one
[ Get High With ] No one
[ Look Like] I dunno, someone hot :D
-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] Tim
[makes you smile] Everyone really...
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] Not too sure...
[is easiest to talk to] Tim, Chau, and my sister
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] Nope
[save aol/aim conversations] Nope, Dead-AIM is for stupid people >:P
[cried because of someone saying something to you] Yea
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] Yup
[obsessive] I suppose
[could u live without the computer?] Nope
[color ur hair] Yea, frequently
[habla espanol] I should say yes, but I can't really talk
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] Not really a "Do You/Are You" question, but, 153
[drink alchohol?] Occasionally
[like watching sunrises or sunset] Yea
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain] Emotional
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ] 2?
[of hearts I have broken? ] hopefully not more than 10
[of girls have I kissed? ] Eh, I'd rather not try to count
[of scars on my body?:] 5ish maybe?
[of things in my past that I regret?:] 2 or 3
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So, When Sue ( The lady who does the schedules at work) tells me that I'm working alot this week, I ask her for one thing... "Please Sue, no express"... Guess where I'm working today? Express... for 8 hours, 11-7. No time inbetween orders, I wrote a poem in my head, and than wrote it down here when I came hom for my break...
As the items pass by the scanning bed
Thoughts of life run through my head
Am I really stuck on lane one?
Or will I be moved before the day is done
Oh how I hope this is to be true
Or I will have to muder Sue
I'll be there from Elven to Seven
Someone please stop by
It would make it heaven
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[15 Aug 2004|02:35am] |
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So yea... I haven't updated in a few days. Been working, hanging out, and reading. This book I had my dad picked up that Blaine recommended to me is amazing. Ender's Game is it's name! :D I'm already a little more than half way through and I'm a little upset about that. I cried at this one part in the book today, I don't want to ruin anything, but Ender and his Alai, best friends at a time, basically told eachother that they weren't friends anymore. I just really hope that they become friends later on in the book or I will be really upset. What made me more upset is that, hopefully it won't happen, but I'm just afraid I will be going through the same thing as Ender one of these days, with one of my close friends. The thought is upsetting to me, but it happens sadly...
I've also decided that I'm going with a solderless modchip for my SexBox, cause I've come to realize that if I solder the modchip, I might just ruin the mother board, than be forced to get another Xbox... Than wash, rinse, repeat. I don't wanna see 200$ go down the drain for something like that, so I'll just play it the safe way.
Summer is almost over already but I feel as though it's just starting... Band Camp in what? 3 days? Than work for a few weeks, than back to school. >.> I'm really not looking forward to it at all. I dunno, I'm tired, gonna read some more. Night.
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Farther inside I hide my soul,
Burrowing to the core I create a hole,
Leading straight through the man I am,
A man desperate for a loving hand,
The fire inside me pours through,
Casting the world in a hellish hue,
Tear filled eyes cant blur what I see,
A place that is so wrong for me,
Screaming in pain I let the fire blaze,
flames hide the world in a burning haze,
Voices beckon to cease my hate,
Still my pain wont abate.
Only one thing can cure the world for me,
Only one thing can save the world from me,
Only the peace that comes from being loved,
Only the feeling of my soul being loved,
God may have created the man and his mind,
The world created the things inside.
Alienated since the birth I couldnt prevent,
Never sure if I was hell or heaven sent,
Empathy has only given me scars,
Marks that stain and leave the soul marred,
The world will atone for these crimes,
Against me and others who have tried so many times,
Its not the intentions that are wrong,
Its the fact that so few have a will that is strong,
Kneeling before god has only made my soul feel cold,
Standing beside freinds has made my mind feel old,
Letting my self love has seared my heart dry,
Eyes lifted to the sky I wonder what its like to die.
Only one thing can cure the world for me,
Only one thing can save the world from me,
Only the peace that comes from being loved,
Only the feeling of my soul being loved,
God may have created the man and his mind,
The world created the things inside.
--Another poem from Blaine <3
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